places we dont exist
    somethings wrong on my inside iam fighting you for my life.
    you want to control and say its Gods will but i dont think your right
    i feel so alone in this place which you have set me
    and iam tryin to be free but you wont let me

*****
    youve stripped me away from people close to me the ones i love
    ive never felt so alone then i do right now so i look above
    i know you hate  it that i have a mind with my own views
    i know you hate it that i refuse and will not br like you
*****
    so youll punish me by keeping me in the place i dont belong
    so iam alone and will break but you will see your wrong
    iam tied down in a cage you have made with no key
    trapped alone in a place i dont exist that you have made for me.
*****
then i look to the sky but no ones there.
but i know someones home
on my cheek a cold tear
i wish all the pain of my life would disappear
*****
i know it is useless fighting
i know it was worthless even tying
now i sit here and iam crying
and i feel like iam dying.


oh God please help me.